Man, sometimes you just get stuck, you know? Like, you’re trying to figure someone out, really get inside their head, and it just feels like hitting a brick wall. That’s exactly where I was a couple of weeks back, scratching my head over “his mind.” Not in a creepy way, just genuinely curious about where he stood on some stuff, but couldn’t quite ask directly without making things weird. So, I started poking around online, just looking for any kind of insight, you know? And somehow, I stumbled onto this whole “free love tarot” thing. Never really done tarot before, always thought it was a bit out there, but hey, desperate times call for desperate measures, right?
I remember just sitting there, scrolling through a bunch of sites offering “free readings.” It was a bit overwhelming, to be honest. Some looked super cheesy, others too professional. I wasn’t looking for a pro to tell me my future, just a little nudge, a different perspective. So, I settled on one that looked pretty straightforward, no crazy graphics, just a simple “draw your cards” kind of deal. My initial thought was, “What’s the harm? It’s free.”
Getting Started with the Digital Deck
First thing I did was just try to clear my head. Sat down, took a few deep breaths, kinda like they tell you to do for meditation or whatever. I really tried to focus my energy, if that makes sense, on the specific question: “What’s going on in his mind regarding [specific situation]?” I really wanted to cut through all the noise and just get a glimpse of his actual thoughts, not just what he said or did on the surface.
Then, I clicked the button to “shuffle” the virtual deck. It was just an animation, obviously, but I kinda leaned into it, imagining these digital cards spinning and mixing. Felt kinda silly, but I went with it. Then it prompted me to pick three cards for a spread. I figured a simple three-card spread would be enough; too many might just confuse me more. So, I clicked on three random cards, one by one, watching them flip over. My heart actually did a little thump each time, no joke.
Reading the Cards: What I Saw
- The first card flipped, and it was the “King of Swords.” Man, my immediate thought was, “Okay, this guy is all about logic and intellect.” It instantly painted a picture of someone super rational, analytical, maybe a bit detached emotionally. That actually resonated pretty hard with what I already kinda felt about him. Like, he processes things very intellectually first, before anything else. It felt like a confirmation, you know? Like, “Yep, that tracks.”
- Next up, the “Two of Cups.” This one threw me a little for a loop after the King of Swords. The Two of Cups, I kinda vaguely knew, was about partnership, connection, shared feelings. It felt softer, more emotional. My mind immediately went to, “Okay, so there’s a strong desire for connection, but maybe he approaches it from that logical, King of Swords place first.” It made me think he wants that deep connection, but maybe struggles a bit with the emotional side of it, or tries to analyze it rather than just feel it. It gave me a feeling of internal push and pull for him.
- And for the final card, it was “The Hermit.” Whoa. This one hit me like a ton of bricks. The Hermit is all about introspection, solitude, seeking inner wisdom. It screamed “he needs his space,” “he’s thinking things over,” “he’s probably in his own head a lot.” This really pulled it all together for me. It suggested that while he desires connection (Two of Cups), his primary mode of operating, especially when dealing with important stuff, is to retreat and process it alone (The Hermit), all while filtering it through a very logical lens (King of Swords).
Piecing It All Together and My Takeaway
Just looking at those three cards, side-by-side, clicked something in my head. It wasn’t about some dramatic revelation or a prediction of the future. It was more about understanding his process. It suddenly made so much more sense why he sometimes seemed distant, or why he’d go quiet when I expected a more immediate reaction. It wasn’t necessarily a lack of care or interest, but more his way of processing things – stepping back, thinking it through analytically, and perhaps struggling a bit to express those deeper feelings until he’d fully sorted them out in his own head.
It didn’t give me answers to specific questions like “does he like X” or “will he do Y.” But it gave me a framework, a different perspective on his internal world. It made me realize that sometimes, what looks like aloofness might just be deep contemplation. And that’s a pretty valuable insight, honestly. It shifted my own approach a bit, making me think, “Okay, maybe give him that space, understand his need to think things through rather than pushing for an immediate emotional response.” It was a weird little experiment, but I walked away feeling like I had a slightly clearer picture, even if it was just from a few digital tarot cards. Sometimes, you just need a weird little tool to help you see things a bit differently, you know?
