Man, sometimes life just feels like a truck hitting you, you know? Like, you’re just cruising along, thinking you got things figured out, and then BAM, a curveball. That’s kinda how I felt a few years back. Everything was just… muddled. My job felt like a dead end, my relationships were a mess, and I just couldn’t see a clear path forward. I spent evenings just staring at the ceiling, wondering what the hell I was doing with my life.
I guess I was looking for something, anything, to latch onto. Something to give me a little direction. I’d seen folks online talking about moon phases and rituals, and honestly, I thought it was a bunch of new-age fluff. But one full moon night, I was just so desperate for some kind of sign that I figured, what’s the harm? I remembered an old deck of Tarot cards a friend had given me years ago, sitting in a drawer, probably gathering dust. I dug them out.
My first full moon reading was… well, it was a mess. I had no idea what I was doing. I just kinda fanned the cards out on my coffee table, under the moonlight streaming through the window, and pulled a few. I wasn’t sure what to ask, what they meant, or even why I was doing it. But there was something about that quiet moment, just me, the moon, and those cards, that felt… significant. Like I was actually trying to connect with something bigger than my own swirling brain.
Setting the Scene: My Full Moon Ritual
Over time, I started to figure things out. It wasn’t about getting a clear-cut answer, like a yes or no. It was more about getting a different perspective, a way to cut through all the noise in my head. I began to develop my own little routine. Nothing fancy, just stuff that felt right to me.
- First off, I clear the space. I ain’t talking about deep cleaning the whole house, just my little corner. I usually burn some incense, maybe light a candle. Just to get that vibe right, you know? Get rid of the day’s crud.
- Then, I take a few deep breaths. Sounds simple, but it really helps to just settle down. Get present. I try to really feel the energy of the full moon outside, even if it’s cloudy.
- I shuffle the cards. This is probably the most important part for me. I don’t just mindlessly shuffle. I hold the deck, close my eyes, and really focus on what’s been bothering me, or what I need clarity on. I talk to the cards, almost, just in my head. Asking the universe, or whatever, to show me what I need to see.
What I learned pretty quick was that full moons are about release. Letting go. So my readings often focus on that. What do I need to shed? What’s holding me back? What old patterns am I clinging to that are just weighing me down?
My Go-To Spread: Simple Yet Powerful
I don’t do super complex spreads. I tried that once, and ended up more confused than when I started. For full moons, I stick to a pretty simple three or four-card spread. Something like:
- Card 1: What needs to be released? This card usually hits hard. It shows me some baggage I’ve been dragging around, often without even realizing it.
- Card 2: What impact has this thing had on me? This clarifies why it’s so important to let go. It often reveals how it’s been blocking my growth or happiness.
- Card 3: What can I gain by releasing it? This is the hopeful card, showing me the potential space or freedom that opens up once I drop the old stuff. It’s a motivator.
- Sometimes, I’ll add a fourth: An action step. Like, “What’s the one thing I can do in the next month to help this release happen?” This makes it less abstract and more real.
After I pull the cards, I don’t just read the little book that came with the deck, though I started there. Now, I just look at the pictures, really sit with them, and see what feelings or thoughts they spark in me. Then, I might check a guide if I’m totally stumped, but usually, my gut reaction is the truest. It’s all about listening to that inner voice, you know?
It’s crazy how often the cards just… nail it. They don’t tell me what to do, not exactly. But they point out the stuff I’ve been ignoring, the feelings I’ve been stuffing down. It’s like a mirror, reflecting back what’s already there, but in a way I can actually see it. Sometimes it’s a bit of a kick in the pants, other times it’s a gentle nudge.
What It’s For Me: More Than Just Cards
For me, full moon Tarot isn’t about predicting the future or some magic trick. Nah, it’s way more practical than that. It’s a tool for self-reflection, a way to check in with myself when life gets blurry. It forces me to slow down, to actually think about what’s going on inside. It’s become a ritual of release and renewal.
I used to feel so overwhelmed by decisions, by past mistakes, by all the noise. Now, when the full moon rolls around, I kinda look forward to it. It’s my designated time to acknowledge the gunk, give it a proper send-off, and make space for something new. It’s not a fix-all, no way. But it’s a damn good way to clear my head and remember what truly matters to me. It’s my own personal reset button, under the glow of that big, bright moon.
