Okay so yesterday I was messing around with my cards like I do most mornings, coffee in hand. Felt kinda random, but I got this weird urge to see how Justice might relate to how someone specific sees me. You know, like that friend you kinda vibe with but also clash with sometimes? That’s the vibe.
The Starting Point: Confusion City
I just grabbed the deck, shuffled like crazy while vaguely thinking about this person – not super focused, honestly. Focus is hard before coffee #2. Pulled Justice upright. My first reaction? “Okay… fair? Balanced? What the heck does that mean for how they see me?”
Justice always looks kinda shady to me – that sword, the scales. Feels serious. Got stuck trying to figure out if “fair” meant they see me as super fair to them, or if I’m demanding fairness from them. My brain started going in circles.
Digging Deeper: The “Oh, Maybe…” Moment
Decided to stop guessing and actually look up some meanings. Flipped through my most dog-eared book, then cross-checked with another site I sometimes trust. Things started clicking a bit more:
- Karma: Okay, they might see me as someone who gets what they deserve? Like, if I do good, good comes back? Or vice versa? Interesting.
- Cause and Effect: This hit home. They probably see my actions as having direct consequences. If I’m late, they notice. If I help out, they remember. My choices matter in how they perceive me.
- Responsibility: Oof. This one stung a bit. The book mentioned Justice seeing “who bears responsibility.” Maybe they see me as accountable? Or maybe they think I should be held more accountable? Heavy.
- Clear Boundaries: The scales made more sense here. They might see me as someone who tries to be fair, who weighs things out? Or maybe they think I’m all about black and white?
Scribbled these down on a notepad, kinda messy notes. It wasn’t one single thing, it was this combination.
Putting the Puzzle Pieces Together
Looking back at my notes, staring at the card again, it clicked:
- They see me as fundamentally FAIR, or at least someone who strives for fairness, even if I miss the mark.
- They see me as CAUSING ripples. My actions aren’t invisible; they have weight in their eyes, creating effects they notice.
- They see ACCOUNTABILITY as a big part of my interaction with them. Like, they mentally track what I “owe” or what’s “due.”
- The Balance is KEY. They’re always mentally weighing things with me – what I give vs. what I take, promises kept vs. broken, effort made.
It wasn’t about affection like Cups or drive like Wands. It was pure, slightly detached, Justice. All about the ledger, the scales, the natural consequences. Felt kinda cold reading it that way at first! But honest.
The Realization & Wrap Up
So yeah, turns out I’m probably not the “fun spontaneous friend” in their eyes. I’m more like the “fairness police” or the “karma accountant”! They notice my choices, keep tabs on balance, and see everything as having a consequence with me. Makes total sense based on our past interactions where stuff like time or favors got super counted.
Mind kinda blown by how a single card pulled on a random Tuesday morning could shine such a stark, clear light on a specific dynamic. Justice doesn’t mess around! This stuff actually tracks. Wild.
